Confessions of an Ex-Priest (2)
Bob Dylan
wrote these words in October 1963. Amazingly, the one group of the older
generation who had seemed to have heard the message he was preaching were the
bishops of the Roman Catholic Church. Under the leadership of Pope John XXIII,
who declared that it was time to open the windows of the church and let in some
fresh air, they had gathered in Council in the Vatican from 1962 onwards, and were
in the process of thoroughly shaking up a worldwide institution which had
seemed completely impervious to change for hundreds of years.
In a piece
I published here about a year ago, Confessions of an Ex-Priest (1), I attempted to formulate my complex
relationship with the Roman Catholic Church, particularly in relation to my own
personal history. I gave that post a number, because I confidently expected to
come back to the subject before long. In the event, it has taken me a year to
get around to this (though I have touched on other aspects regarding God,
Christianity and religious belief in the interim).
Towards the
end of that post I wrote about a tendency I perceive within the Catholic
Church since the end of the 70s “away from openness, dialogue and courage.” I
want to come back to this now.
Around
fifty years ago, a new Zeitgeist seemed
to be sweeping across the world. Its roots were many and complex, going back to
the end of World War II and the bi-polar post-war settlement, but also
involving a growth of prosperity, the beginning of the dismantling of political
colonialism, the threat of imminent nuclear annihilation, the growth of the
Youth Culture, the spread of TV, the Kennedy-Camelot, the emergence of rock and
roll and the Beatles. It all led to an atmosphere, almost impossible to
describe, but immediately recognisable to all of us – the Sixties.
“Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.”
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.”
Pope John XXIII |
It was an
amazing phenomenon. In the first session of the Council the bishops basically
threw out all the careful plans which had been made by the professional Vatican bureaucrats – designed to produce a lot of
sonorous discussions resulting in practically no real change whatsoever – and
made it quite clear that everything was
on the agenda. In an unparalleled atmosphere of courage and hope, they
proceeded to initiate a vast programme of reform, from the liturgy to the
structures of church government and the making of decisions.
But beyond
all of this was something more; something essential, something intangible. If I
were still a believer, I would describe it as a sense of the movement of the
Holy Spirit; a creative wind tossing ossified, petrified structures up into the
air, letting wonderful new patterns form, like the shaking of a kaleidoscope.
It is what has been called “the Spirit of the Council” ever since.
It is
something which is now being systematically stifled and liquidated by the
official organs of the Catholic Church. This process began quietly and
tentatively soon after the Council ended, grew in strength and confidence
during the pontificate of John Paul II, and has become comprehensive during the
reign of Benedict XVI.
The
official line taken by the conservative neo-traditionalists who are now in firm
control of nearly all the positions of power in the Church is that many of the
changes implemented in the wake of the council were never formally approved and
nearly all of the changes still demanded by many Catholics were never intended
by the fathers of the Council. They go on to argue that Vatican II was a purely
“pastoral” council and never understood itself as in any way having a mandate
to deliberate and make decisions on “issues of doctrine.”
Such a line
of argument is disingenuous, to say the least. It is true that the Council did
not concern itself with such doctrinal issues as the internal relations between
the three persons of the Trinity, the understanding of the two natures – human
and divine – in the person of Christ, or the relationship between faith and
good works in the economy of salvation. But Vatican II did have a very specific doctrinal aspect, one that was as
far-reaching as it was practical. For the main theme of the Council was the Church; and it put forward a
theological vision of the Church which was open, hopeful, tolerant and
visionary – and one with many practical consequences.
I’m not
going to go into further theological specifics here – though I am sure, even as
a former believer, that I can back up any of my analysis with sound (orthodox)
Catholic theological argument (I did, after all, spend quite a number of years
studying theology). Suffice it to say that the ideas presented in Lumen Gentium, the Constitution on the
Church which was the first formal document produced by the Council – concepts
such as that of the Church as the People of God, collegiality, the common
priesthood of the faithful (laity), as well as what it has to say about
non-Catholic Christians and non-believers – have vast theological consequences,
as well as organisational ones.
And this is
where the nub of the problem lies. The teaching of Lumen Gentium, even taken on its own, but particularly when read
together with Gaudium et Spes (the
Constitution of the Church in the Modern World) in the context of the open,
hopeful, positive “Spirit of the Council,” is incompatible with an exclusivist,
top-down, authoritarian model of power and unity in the Church. This is
something which the majority of committed Catholics recognised immediately. The
first area in which it was acted on was that of liturgy. Following the lead of
the Council, which removed the requirement for the mass to be celebrated in
Latin and emphasised a broader, richer view of the Eucharist beyond the
sacrificial, the laity (by and large) eagerly empowered themselves in a
continuing, creative, living celebration of liturgy, making it rich and
meaningful in hundreds of different cultural situations.
I will
admit that in some of these processes there were incidents where enthusiasm
overcame taste, particularly in the heady early years, where lack of experience
with the new liturgical freedom led to some shallow phenomena perhaps best
described (misquoting REM) as “shiny happy Christians holding hands.” But, in
general, this settled down pretty quickly with most parishes and local church
groups finding tasteful, meaningful ways of celebrating liturgy – at least in
those church communities where ministers and laity worked on it together.
However the
liturgy is only the final expression of a living, vibrant church. And that
vibrancy comes from a church where all its members can identify with a church
as their church, where they have
accepted the teaching of the council that they are the church.
In the end,
it comes down to a basic human reality – though not one which the “official”
Catholic Church likes to talk open and honestly about – power. This is all the
more hypocritical, because the conservative neo-traditionalists show in their
every action that this, in fact, is what they are really concerned about. The
message of the Council was that the Church was not the administrative organisation of priests, bishops and pope,
organised from the top down in Rome
– the Church was the people of God, all its members. The theological and
practical consequences which flowed from this renewed vision are huge.
Following it, the administration – as an instrument of organisation and
unification – is a servant of the
wider church. Within this context, practical questions concerning the way
ministry is organised, for example, would be solved according to the needs of
this wider church – and this implies a very different way of thinking about
married priests, or women priests. It gives rise to new ways of understanding
how power should be exercised in the church, what say the laity should have in
practical decisions, how bishops are elected, etc., etc.
But all of
this involves embracing a basic faith in the church, defined as all its
members. I would even go farther and suggest that it involves embracing a basic
faith in the presence of God, through the Holy Spirit, guiding the church.
In
retrospect, it was all too good to be true. It would have meant an exclusivist
elite accepting a more generous, inclusive reality and giving up power,
privilege and the assurance that they were always right. It was never going to
happen.
Back in the
late sixties and the seventies, however, many believed that it would.
Disorganised, knocked off balance by the fresh wind of the Spirit of the
Council, the traditionalist conservatives took cover. The Zeitgeist was against them. But even in the sixties they saw fresh
signs of hope. The Council had left the vexed question of artificial
contraception to the new pope, Paul VI, generally seen as a sympathiser with
moderate reform. A theological commission reported in favour of the Church
allowing contraception for Catholics. But Paul lost his nerve in the face of
what he saw as a too drastic change in the traditional teaching of the Church
and reaffirmed the ban on contraception with Humanae Vitae in 1968.
However, it
was ten years later that the atmosphere definitively changed in favour of the
traditionalists. The election of Karol Wojtyla as John Paul II put a man at the
helm of the Catholic Church whose understanding of the way things should be
organised was deeply influenced by his Polish experience. The Catholic Church
in Poland
formed a counter-culture to a totalitarian communist regime. In such a
situation, a diversity of views, a plurality of practices, makes you
vulnerable. The Catholic Church in Poland remained strong because it
presented an absolutely united front; in this manner it could protect itself.
He transferred this model – and the authoritarian position which it inferred –
to the global Church. There was little room, in Wojtyla’s world-view, for
honest dissent in charity, for unity in diversity. Despite his charismatic,
pop-star personality, he was fundamentally a traditionalist. Those who
questioned, those who thought differently, would be brought into line. The old,
secure discipline had been lost. It was time to bring it back.
Many of us
gave up and got out. And, in doing so, we inevitably strengthened the position
of a growing group of new traditionalists, who saw a life in the church as a
possibility for a life governed by certainties, for a life in a secure enclave,
undisturbed by the complexity of real life where things aren’t always black and
white and there aren’t always clear answers to every question. A security made
even easier by the identification of the enemy within; the liberals, those who
challenged the newly-embraced old certainties. Those teaching – oh, how
ghastly! – heresy.
John Paul
II was pope for over twenty six years. This meant that practically all the
cardinals voting for his successor had been appointed by him. It was no real
surprise, then, when they elected Josef Ratzinger, the man who had been the Vatican ’s
orthodoxy watchdog for over twenty years.
Seven years
of Benedict XVI have seen the closing of the last of the windows opened by John
XXIII, half a century ago. It is reported that his greatest wish before his
death is the reconciliation of the Society of Saint Pius X, a right-wing group
which explicitly rejects the reforms of Vatican II, with Rome . Although his pontificate has been
marked by continual revelations of sexual abuse of children by priests and
brothers in many countries, going back far longer than fifty years, this has
not led to any real heart-searching, or deep self-questioning by the
conservative traditionalists who are now once more firmly in control of the
Catholic Church. That Church structures, dominated by male authoritarianism,
repression, secrecy, unquestioned privilege and unquestioning obedience, might
have something to do with the whole ghastly phenomenon is not even considered.
The last
vestiges of the “Spirit of the Council” are now being dealt with. Dissenting theologians
are being silenced – this link tells of some of them. For
English-speaking countries, a new translation of the Roman Missal (the basic
official textbook for all major liturgy) has been mandatory for a few months
now. From what I have seen of it (and read and heard about it), it seems to be
deliberately obscurant, stilted, and, at times, downright incomprehensible. Getting
the first (and last) areas where openness and innovation ruled back under
control, or simply Rome
fiddling while the world burns?
Does it
matter, anyway? As someone who has also trained as a historian, I sometimes
wonder whether the conservatives’ analysis may not be more correct in the long
term. Perhaps that wonderful outburst of chaotic creativity, of rapprochement with modernity, of a
vision of the church inspired by fearlessness, hope, and faith in the
Resurrection unleashed by the Council was simply a momentary aberration in the millennial-long
history of an organisation which regards everything not under its direct
control with deep suspicion. Perhaps the pre-conciliar view of humanity as
deeply sinful, untrustworthy, in need of constant guidance and ruling by an
infallible spiritual leadership, a humanity whose unworthiness in the face of a
stern but loving God could only be propitiated by the sacrifice of His Only Son
on the cross, is the more enduring Catholic vision. Maybe that vision of
freedom, of liberation, of the humiliation of the powerful and the exaltation
of the lowly, of trust, of love – that vision inspired by a Jesus whose most
frequent greeting was, “Fear not!” – which inspired me in my youth to think I
could give my life to the church, was nothing more than hippy-dippy sixties
thinking.
If so, then
I am well out of it. Still, though I no longer believe in God, and though my
ideals have taken more than a few knocks in the course of my life, I refuse to abandon
a more generous vision in favour of a more niggardly one – though the grounds
on which I accept it are now different, freely chosen ones. But that is another
story. That the Catholic Church, or, rather, those who lead it and exercise
power within it, prefer a message dominated by pessimism, fear, and control,
rather than one inspired by openness, trust, and hope seems to me to show a weakness
of faith in the life and message of the man/God they claim as their foundation
and inspiration.
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It's terrible what institutionalisation can do to someone without the discipline to tolerate its many rigours.
ReplyDeleteWhat's worse is using a perfectly good messenger from God Almighty as a shield, as like a monkey on a stick to warn all sinners ...., and as a lever to good peoples' loyalty.
I trust your efforts will bear fruit.
I almost wanted to join the Catholic Church when Jesus Christ Superstar came out. :-) I wore out that LP (I believe it was a 2-set) knew every word to every song and felt really passionate about Jesus for a while - which in and of itself was not a bad thing at all.
ReplyDeleteSeriously, I really wanted to be Catholic off and on as a kid (perhaps a little to defy my father the family Atheist); to be like everybody else, which was the reality I grew up with; which hardly ever seemed real at all to me, except for fleeting moments of something I've never been able to sustain.
Most of the time when reading on this subject matter, I tune out a bit, but your writing, Francis, always draws me in to learn, contemplate and respond in my own way.
As resources become more scarce causing secular establishment to drift towards dictatorship, their evolving position is ironically responsive and foresightful.
ReplyDelete@Francis - It's a good Essay. Everything you say is true. Human institutions are so imperfect. I will say more later. Maybe here, or on Facebook, or in a private email.
ReplyDelete@Gina - Read Teilhard de Chardin: "The Phenomenon of Man"..."The Divine Milieu"...and more of what he says. In spite of the Catholic church interdiction on his books, while he was alive, he kept on writing, and he never left the church. Faith has nothing at all to do with the church hierarchy one decides to attend (catholic or protestant). In spite of the flaws of all churches, God, the Father, is there. Christ lives. He is risen, indeed. And the Spirit of God is at work.
Dear Gina, you owe it to your soul to seek and to explore the divine and the spiritual. It seems that you got a few calls. Answer them. Faith is a tremendous gift. It's worth asking. It's worth begging for it. As I have done, in a moment of excruciating pain and deep longing. When Faith was given to me, I went from the darkness and despair of this world to an intense joy and incredible light. I knew where I came from, I knew who I was, I knew where I was going. My security has nothing at all to do with what happens in this world, and with the church where I choose to worship God, and to interact with other believers. God's love is with me every minute of the day.
The thing I always found appealing about the spirit of Vatican II is that it envisioned a world where Catholics operated in open dialog with other faiths; that the genuine insights of Catholic tradition would inspire non-Catholics and other traditions, and that the Catholic church would in turn be inspired by an influx of new ideas which inform a different perspective on church dogma, if not so much to change it.
ReplyDeleteBut it's pretty clear that the Church John Paul and Benedict envision is not an inclusivist organ for spiritual development, it's a rigorously exclusivist organization where it's merit is judged by how many people it alienates--as if the church is a modern day exodus through the desert, designed to winnow down the ungrateful generation to the smallest remnant and hold those up as the true believers.
I say--let them have it.
You put so elegantly many things I felt about the church before I parted company a year or so after JPII became pope.
ReplyDeleteNowadays even my less extreme views on the Roman Catholicism would make an Orangeman blench!
That said it is a sorrow that there are may fine people in the church, both in the laity and the clergy.. And yet the hierarchy continually spits in their face.
Oh, Claude, thank you for your concern but the wanting to be Catholic thing is long over for me now that I'm grown up. I feel very comfortable with where I'm at with my disbelief.
ReplyDeleteI think people like me can do a lot of good for others and even sustain ourselves in our belief in humanity, goodness and love.
I am at peace with my beliefs as well as my non-beliefs!
All the best,
Your friend Gina
Oh! Gina - I never try to convert people. I'm not much of a missionary. I feel that my job is to live my life according to my faith. And it's God's job to bring people to Him. He knows how to do it. I don't!
ReplyDeleteI met as many (if not more) loving people among unbelievers than in the official christian world. I'm very comfortable in their company if they are joyfully at peace with their philosophy. I very seldom speak on the subject unless it's brought in the open, as in that essay.
Your comment just seemed to express a wish to know more about spirituality. (I don't call my faith: religion.) Sorry if I misunderstood you. Be happy!
Very nicely written, Francis.
ReplyDeleteIt's well done. As always! And everything you say is true. But you're missing a big part. You couldn't speak about what (sadly) you don't seem to know, Francis. To borrow Teilhard de Chardin's titles you're missing the "Omega Point" (God) and the "Phenomenon of Man" (the Faithful and True Believers). They are THE CHURCH. Not the institution and the hierarchy you're complaining about.
ReplyDeleteGod has eternity to accomplish His purposes. Sometimes, men get impatient. But us (Believers) we're not discouraged; we keep going. For ages, the Body of Christ (the true Church) has been carrying God's message of endless love and mercy. No rules can limit us and stop us from blossoming, and helping our fellow men. Hope is in our hearts. Christ is with us. The Spirit sustains us. Infinite, incredible Joy is our reward. And, one day, we'll see God face to face. All will be explained and understood.
Maybe, I'm deluded. But with le Curé D'Ars, I will never regret to have believed in Love.
Best Wishes, Francis. De tout coeur!
Ah, Claude, you surely don't believe that someone who has studied theology, like me, has never read Teilhard. :-) The Phenomenon of Man contains perhaps the most brilliant and hopeful theological vision formulated in the 20th Century. (If it's true, of course, but that - in the end - is a question of faith!)
ReplyDeleteIn the context of this post, it's worth mentioning that many of Teilhard's teachings were judged by the official Catholic Church to be heretical and that he himself had continuous difficulties with church authorities all through his life, being repeatedly forbidden to teach and publish. As a loyal Jesuit son of the church, he always obeyed. A wonderful man - shamefully treated by the church to which he personally always remained faithful and obedient.
What an excellent essay! I have nothing further to add, really, but appreciate the balance you've achieved between readability, conveying of information, evaluation, and coherent structure.
ReplyDeleteThen it sounds like a teacher commenting on an essay. Sorry about that, just wanted to say something.
Ah, Francis, the hierarchy of the Catholic church finally apologised to Galileo, in 1992. But I don't think it will take 300 years for the old dour celibates to apologise to Teilhard. During his lifetime, he already had many admirers, and (in spite of the Roman Holy Office's interdiction) translators would propagate his brilliant vision. He obeyed the church in not publishing, but he never stopped writing. "Le Milieu Divin" is exhilarating....If you have faith, of course. :-)
ReplyDeleteI have read that even Pope XVI is praising Teilhard's idea of the universe as a "living host."
I meant Pope Benedict XVI, of course!
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